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Tue, 23 Dec 2008 03:05:19 GMT

I'm no longer using Xanga. Too slow! =/

Check me out at http://slippedbliss.blogspot.com

See ya'll! :)

Shut and off.

Wed, 10 Dec 2008 07:36:42 GMT

Officially hibernate for quite some time with no solid reason

Will update few weeks or months(?) later..

Apologies.

Cursed.

Mon, 01 Dec 2008 17:53:01 GMT

Purse lost

Hostel keys lost

IC lost

License lost

ATM card lost

Haagan Dazs member card lost

McD card lost

Toys'r'us card lost

Baby's picture lost

Meen and my picture lost

Childhood picture lost

KFC voucher lost

Name cards lost

TOO MUCH IN THE reddish BLAY

Fuck it! Fuck those thief who stole it with his 'smart' brain and 'brilliant' way. I curse him to brain crash and immediate send to hell. Thanks for your 'kindness' and 'generousity' to my valueable stuff. I 'appreciate' so much. And, now I have to save more to buy a new purse and re-do IC and my license. How am I going to do it? Tmr briefing, Friday to Sunday working, Monday going outstation. How am I suppose to go and re-new it. Damn! Just sooooo soooo.. Ahh.. ~~Fuckau~~! I fuck myself for being rude to mummy. Sorry for being rude and shouted at you, but you should understand me instead of nagging at me and scolded me non-stop and never care how I feel on that moment. I was already frused and you still nagging, so of course I will feel pissed and.. Aiks.. Forget about it. Still I have to go back and see them and explain the whole scene happened. I will just remain silent like what I always do to prevent any arguement or quarrel. Dah la I don't like people shouting here and there, so I hope I'm not the one who shouting again tmr. Sigh~ Baby.. I know you feel sorry to us but sometimes things happen and you can't help it. You will neve predict what will happen next, even just in a short time. They blame or not, I blame or not is not the matter 'cause things already happened, blame also useless. I know you sayang me lots and you care how I feel but I understand. I don't simply blame on others. Alright. Screw it! I'll go to lay on my bed and think what I've done today. That's all. Chaos.

Tribalectic.

Thu, 20 Nov 2008 01:48:04 GMT

Seanny's rap

when the colour of a photo appear on my very first sight,

what got me focus on is only black and white (You),

just in a sudden, the focus point change to the other sight,

hot chicks showing belly while another look kinda innocent,

while the others two, acting cool, as their looks can prove that they really wanna laugh at that moment.

Please ahh Sean. Apa rap ni?! LOL. Anyway, thanks for your compliment and those who commented on it.

Last 2 Sunday ago, due to assignment purpose, we headed around Jeti there for photoshoot. We are suppose to take only on our part on body art. See.. See.. the 3 photographers (Phei Han's friends) took more than 4G pictures of us. LMAO! One of the photographer was good in shooting but some of the pictures our facial expression ruined it. Nevermind, my second time shooting but Hong's and Zoe's first time shooting. Dah la we all nervous and don't know how to post. Heheee.. Some pics I looked kinda plump, that really makes me feel I need to continue with my 48KG plan even though baby doesn't mind.

According to Mr. Kelvin (the photographer from TARC), 10 pounds will be added on us in the photo. Sigh.. No wonder camera doesn't really like me when I'm trying to take full of me. Mugshot loves me more. LOL. Alright, let's see the result of the pics we have taken.

There's more in the photo album. Check it out peepz.

Me in long hair? Suprise my hair grow so fast huh? Nah.. hair extension! Me soooooo in love with myself in long hair. Kam xia my babe Nat for pinjam-ing me her hair extension. No wonder I sayang you so much. Kekeke..

I asked baby about my hair last night, baby said he likes girls in long hair, so I decided to keep long hair from now. Hmm.. so, I talked to mummy about my hair today when on the way she fetched me back from college. I told her that I want to straigten my hair next month so it looks longer only i perm like Nicole's hair, but no more sponsor from her due to same reason daddy scolded me. =(

*updated - bangala xanga doesn't allow me to update for so many days. sorry peepz

Let's see our Tribalectic logo that is designed by ME!

Wohoo~ I'm so proud of myself. LOL. I don't know how I come out with this logo but for me is SUPERB! Love it darn muchiie =) ehmmm ehmm.. I'mma 'pro' CS3 now. xD

Next, take a look at my 2-days-busy-weekends work..

My part - Nail art page. Aiks.. kinda lots of white space used, but I seriously have no idea what concept should I use for this topic. Is like.. harder than tattoo or body piercing page. =/ Mine looks so FORMAL and bored. Hmm.. I prefer the 2 advertisements I have created.

This is the OPI Nail Polish advertisement by me. Heeee.. I'm not so smart and creative yet! Alla.. I refer OPI official website to get some inspiration. Another one is about Laconic ad. I'll upload it when I found the pic. Tak tau mana I saved it. Blur case!

*Much more updates about our magazine. Stay tuned. =)

_ ♥ babynie

Sun, 16 Nov 2008 23:34:59 GMT

she is being loved.

she is being sayang-ed.

terima kasih banyak banyak doink!

_ 1 1 1 6 unsigned contract© x-commitment

She is being loved, she guess?

Sat, 15 Nov 2008 17:18:23 GMT

Instinct has just spoken - He likes me, vice versa? Not sure. LOL. I went to find him today. Three times I passed, either he wasn't there or busy with his customers. So, I went for the fourth time before I leave and he asked me too 'cause he wants to see me. He calls me sweetiie and I melt but I bet this time I won't be committed much already. As what Meen said, since we're still young, why don't we minggle around than having an affair that cause you drop your heavy tears and grab your charming smile away. But, I love the feel of being loved now. At least he cares more than I do, he loves more than I do, he wants more than I do. What else to request? I'm just tooooo lucky girl recently. Thanks to my beloved ex for dumping me and I am enjoying my great life now. I live with cheers and I chill everyday. Fun! LOL. Yet, he has become unlucky boy. Girls are away from him, no more fates around yet memories left for him. How sad? Oops! Did I sound so sarcastic? No.. no.. just saying the truth. Hah! MSN is always a great communication tools to approach and know someone. His personal msg shows it all which I never have to text him and ask for more. He's desperate for a girl now - but, none. "You want me to introduce you some instead?", my current sarcastic question to him.

I'm addicted to FB recently. I have babynie as my pet like my own baby. I bath, feed, train and dress up for my baby everyday. Oww.. how cute it is! People.. check out my FB and look at my babynie - Yynne Lew. See ya'll there. =)

Alright. The one who calls me sweetiie asked me to get on my bed early.

Dark circle and dullness of skin, I dislike.

I'mma bitch, so what?

Wed, 12 Nov 2008 17:58:06 GMT

'Yes, I miss you too baby' - long lost words from me after him. After last Sunday, I've been thinking all over again and again. True, maybe he's the one I've been missing and he's one of the causes for me to reject all those flies. Devil, business man and big time liar, them - rejected. 'cause I miss him still THAT TIME. Now, another appears. He's the cup of tea I've been looking and I want.

Yet, his appear brings problem. His 'potential' gf asked a boy to deal with me in text. Called me bitch 'cause she thinks I've grabbed her boy. No! Should be called ex. Hello girl? How you define B.I.T.C.H? Bitches are cool and fun, I define. They bitching around and girls like'em. You call me a bitch, so what? I have bunches of bitches with me. Girl, com'on! Think out of the box, bitch doesn't mean they are sluttish alright? But, your action makes me feel you're more bitchy than me thou. Deal with me if you want to instead of asking a guy TEXTING ME with fuckingly POOR english that laugh my ass off! Please.. read over and over again before you send the msg alright? You are just trying to bring my angers up and give you some 'treat' even Halloween had just passed. ~~F*ck off!~~ Patient has limit.

Whatever! Is your boy who comes after me. I was just chatting with the way I am and IF he likes me, I can't do anything to stop him. And, ONE thing I should clarify, since both of you are apart, I don't consider as someone who is trying to grab okay?

Boy, the questions you ask, I can't answer right now. But, what I can tell is time comes.. we never know what will happen next. I know you came with good intension and I would like to treasure more.

feeling is the thing. I may fall for you.

Can I say "baby, please come back?"

Sun, 09 Nov 2008 17:48:23 GMT

Them, his studio's member planned a suprise party for his belated birthday. Deric msged Meen to join along. And, we went. We've been discussing, thinking ways, wandering back and forth from Happy Mart to Baby Cafe. Complicated feelings that I barely describe. Tears were rolling in my eyes, the excitement of seeing him real soon, worried whether he will ignores me. Zoe and Hong asked to hold my tears before I see him. Yes, I hold. I hold. While waiting Zoe and Hong bring him out from cafe, I was sitting at the pavement, I've been thinking lots and lots and lots of things to tell him. But, the moment he came out, I'm stunned, I'm shy yet I'm happy. He stinks with cigs and liquor but still so-him. Talked to him about 5 mins, I turned back 'cause my tears dropped. Waved bye and walk away. I can't even look at his eyes directly 'cause I realized I miss him more than I thought.

I thought I could face him.

I thought I could give up on him.

I thought actually I don't really miss him much.

I thought I don't need him that much.

I thought.. I thought..

Thoughts sometimes may go wrong and out of your expectation. Why must we have this kind of problems? Why can't we just stick on the same person we love like our family? No matter how we hate them, still.. they are ours. I just wish to stick to that kind of relationship - no worries but loved.

Just a sentence. Just ONE. Please.. I want to hear it again.

I missed.

xoxo.

Sat, 01 Nov 2008 18:04:55 GMT

Saturday morning, rain was falling and I slept until 11a.m. Night before, I was rushing for individual assignment that have to be passed up on next Friday, so soon! And, of course, relaxation needed after tense. 3 episodes of "Last One Standing" played continuously until 4a.m. No wonder my dark circles always accompany me every night and day. All because of my "early" sleepings. LOL. No cure even medication can't help. "Girl ar girl.. please sleep early. Your eyes getting serious. Now, you have already slim down a bit, but your face looks so pale and looks worse than a zombie now," Mummy mumbles again. Aiks.. Alright alright. I'll try to sleep EARLY.

Checked out Mean Machine 2008 hot chics yesterday. Found Meen and other hot chics as well. And, I like Meen and another girl I've forgotten she's no.3 or no. 8. There's her pic..

Phewiit~! Sexy lady. Oops.. Do I sound like a homosexual again? Who cares? LOL. Oh ya, today I read the magazine I bought yesterday, flipping the magazine and one topic attracted me - "Are you 'bi' relationship?". Hmm.. macam.. ehmm ehmm.. So, I read. Is actually write about guy-girl, guy-guy and girl-girl relationship. And, the writer sloted one list of synthomps of a homosexual.

Reading... ... I was like.. OMFG! Out of all the synthomps, I got some of it. Eww.. Me? Homo? Bi? Lesbian? No no no~ impossible!

Few shots after assignment, reading mag and watching series. Too bored =/

Sis came back on 6.30p.m from work and I was still enjoy watching MTV. A voice shouted from the back - "Go bath now!". It was daddy's. LOL. Okay! Time for me to get my arse off and ready for replacement birthday dinner of daddy tonight. Sakae! Whee..

Woo.. Sorry baby, no point looking at me taking your cutie pic. I'm in and you're out with mummy. Oops.. I sound so bad. Heee.. Anyway, I've expected the line will be long tonight, actually 'cause Saturday what and not me the one who lining up but Sis and her bf. *giggling*

Green: RM 1.90

Pink: RM 3.90

Red: RM 5.90

Hmm.. I tak kuat makan but I chose all expensive huh? I just took my favs and I didn't realize all were in red plates. Tak ape! Once in a blue moon only. xD

Bill: Paid by Mr. Lew. RM 2xx.00

The 4th time I went Queensbay recently, and I've been complaining I can't get new outfit. Haha.. Nat told me yesterday, maybe I should come with mummy only I can get one. My lord, seriously.. Nat.. You read my day is it? My mum bought me this blouse. I like it! =)

Buy 1 free 1 promotion, so I get this blouse, mummy got another white blouse. I just love shopping with mummy. Shopping day is just like.. daddy the banker, mummy the great shopping company, sister the follower, ME the shopping queen. xD

Happy night shopping.

nighty. xoxo. =)

Yestoday.

Fri, 31 Oct 2008 10:04:19 GMT

Went out dinner with mummy and daddy last night. We went to eat the thai home-cooked tomyum. Mmm.. Mmm.. Yummy! xD When I was having my dinner, I texted Seanny 'cause he asked me to check out any interesting and happening places for Halloween. I asked all my friends, just got to know only Mois has something up tonight and some Halloween celebration at Belissa Row Bed. So, I msged him.

Here's part of our conversation..

Me: "Hello Mr. Sean Ng Wei Chung. I'm here to inform you that I've already checked out interesting places for Halloween. Only a party will be held in Mois with guest DJ. Since you're currently vegetarian, where would you like to go?"

Kang: "Haha. I don't know girl, but I like ya msg. Only Mois huh? I'll see whether I got kangtao or not."

Me: "LOL. Thanks thanks. I know I'mma good announcer. But, doesn't sound good if you go club now."

conversation continues..

Is just so fun to text with him. Around 9p.m, I came back home from dinner. Gotta study for this morn test but as usual, I take my own sweet time to do my things.. clean lappie rubbish, wash my face, walk here and there, craps loudly like I always do with mummy. It's normal that girls have high pitch when talking alright? xD After finished wasting my time for nothing, only I willing to take out Chapter 1 notes to study.

Media & Advertising *Seanny's fav*

Did some simple notes, easier to remember. Tony Buzan said mind map is an effective way to study but for me, umbrella terms will do. =)

Again.. My bad habit - online while studying. LOL. How am I going to concentrate? Nevermind, just a small test thou. *consoling myself*

Test? Miss Ngu is just soooo... Aiks.. speechless! She told us that this small test actually 2 marks for final exam. 40 marks will be included the 5 tests seperately, so only 2 marks! WTF. Studied for 4 hours, and you tell me only 2 marks? Ahhh.. whatever! Yet, I still managed to answer it, just have forgotten some points. I left out 2 points. I hope I still can get my 2 marks. Lame!

To make sure I get better grade this sem, I have to do all my best for every test. Work hard babe! =)

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On the way back from coll, driving red evil home. Woa.. Mazda RX-8. Phewiit~ just can't control me to get my hp to take this 'handsome hunkiie'. LOL. Wasted I didn't get to see whose the driver. Or else.. *ehmm ehmm* Shoo! I was just thinking whether is my friend's one. *evil grinning*

2 days ago, Nat asked me to go Queensbay with her today to buy the new arrival Converse bag she loves. So, I parked red evil at the roadside, met her outside Converse. I just love shopping with her. Girls talk.. then we realized everytime only two of us - the taureans, always shopping together 'cause we have same opinion and taste. =)

She calls me sifu, I call her babe. ♥ you. xoxo.

Nat has bought a top same with Meen but different colour. In my opinion, they look nice on it. And, both skinny babes also I ask them to buy 'cause suits them. Wandered the whole Queensbay, I just bought a magazine with a small free gift of Pantene product. Hmm.. From what I've studied, this is one type of promotion. LOL. Act like I'm so smart. Not good! xD

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Why I can't find new outfits and the eye cream I want? Went in F21 again to round and round and round. None, again! Arrghh.. So fuck up. Nevermind, I'll save to shop at GP new wing and Pavilion end of this year. Another thing worrying me for some time, so far mask would help much on my eyes for now. Due to too long period I've been sleeping late everynight. And, now, I regret! Arrghh.. No cure! Feeling like peeling off my skin and generate a new one. *thinking rubbish and shits again* LOL.

Dark circle kills! =(